Control. Loss of it can generate absolute
fear. I’m not talking inhibitions here; now that
would be scary! Precious daughter recently earned her permit and started driving [gulp!] It has been an internal struggle to turn over the wheel – and the brakes – and give up control of the car. Ok, bad example.
Control is a battleground of wills. Only One can be trusted with it – without need to fear. But in fear, the reverence-of-the-Holy-Omnipotent-God-of-Love kind, we must give absolute control.
Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus:
Who, being in very nature God,
did not consider equality with God something to be grasped,
but made himself nothing,
taking the very nature of a servant,
being made in human likeness.
And being found in appearance as a man,
he humbled himself
and became obedient to death—
even death on a cross!
Look to Jesus. He gave up control to God. We read how He
emptied Himself to be born a helpless babe. How He
gave up His spirit and entered into death’s darkness. He
surrendered Himself to death, trusting God to raise Him up -- the ultimate surrender of all control.
And Jesus cried out again with a loud voice and yielded up his spirit.
God has not asked me to go so far as a shameful scourging and public trial, to be hung on a cross. But ask He does. He asks for control, mastery of my life. He asks me to do His will here on this earth. And there is no other way to do His will except surrendered to His control. Andrew Murray wrote; “We cannot do the will of God except by the power of God.” I must be dependent upon and given over to His power, for only then can I do what He asks of me.
We read here “
Jesus humbled himself…” I think
humility requires surrender of control, bowing to the One truly sovereign.
Surrender of control is also a matter of
access. We have to give God total access to our hearts, our minds, our very
lives. Hand over the keys, sign-off ownership. Let Him have His way.
God-control is having a proper position perspective. He is not the helper. He is Commander.
It cannot be
That He help me.
He must have total control.
I often err in asking Him to bless
my effort, the way
I like. For Him to help
me. Isn’t that skewed? Rather than asking for help in the way
I would prefer to go shouldn’t I turn myself over to
Him and
follow?
And once I do? Don’t I find, inch by inch, I gradually take it back? We’re cruising along and I grab the wheel, take over the driver’s job from the passenger’s position. I’m thinking that just about the time she learns to drive well, it will be time to begin again with my son. I will have to start all over in handing over the wheel. I find that is a natural cycle with God, as well. (Hopefully practice makes perfect.) In those times it would serve me well to remember, “
I am the branch.”
It would do me good to also remember last week. When our Youth Minister gave me the dates the group would be coming to paint our home I gave it over to God. I say this, not to boast in any spiritual fortitude on my part, but in the trustability of God. I had come to the conclusion weeks in advance this blessing was of Him and was all His to see it through. It was not mine to interfere.
I had to go to work and left my home each day to a team of over 30 teens and a handful of adults. I entrusted control of the project, our home, and my kids to God. I was unsure of the plan, even of the paint color, but I was sure of God. This was a huge undertaking by our youth but, the way I figure, God is infinitely larger. And it got done…
wonderfully!
I’d like to remember that the next time I reach for the wheel. The next time fear tries to tell me I’ve “lost control”. I hope I do (lose control, that is). It won’t be lost, however. It will be right where I place it – in the Omni-Competent Hands of Almighty God.
Forever You are robed in majesty, Lord, and I bow before You. Just as You say, my Lord the King. I and all I have are Yours. Sanctify me through and through ‘til all I am is of You. Accomplish in me what You desire. In humility I give You full access and pray the prayer of Christ; "Thy will be done." Conquer the fear that comes from my false sense of loss of control, being in full confidence that You are always in control – ever for the good of those that love You. In Christ, Amen.